Its for you

This is dedicated to everybody who actually is motivating me to write this, i know i have been a lil stranger, but not more than u have been to me, you guys are great for your self, ups ish. Nah seriously i always loved you, but the problem is that you were so busy hating me, and pretending of being my friend, that you didn't recognize that i always been there for yall, dont worry no need to apolagize because i can't see you, as i mentioned before if i've been a stranger, your not more than invisible to me. Need to reborn again, not in this world, i will never take it back. One hint just be careful not to lose another friend like me, if there is one left.

Congrats

Congratulation you got what you always wanted to, seduced me, then rip me off, like i was the animal in this game, yah beauty may melt down my immune system agaisnt your moves, and penetrated your poison, but too bad i think with my head not with my heart. Since I've been following it, and giving me wrong directions, fuck that old saying, they need to upgrade it, last time i checked cardiologists dont plant chips into yah heart, satellite, get tuned. You lost me ?? take this as a joke, and you will see who will end up laughing later.

Life is hard to live without falling asleep and wake up in a chaos, where you were the cause of it, I mean you were so fucked up in the previous night that you weren’t conscious of the danger, and consequences, being depressed is an option, if you analyze your status, sadness is a drug, you can choose leaving forever of that chemic it gives you, or you can just stand up and be whoever you ever thought of, don’t let nobody tell who you are supposed to be, like they’re going to be your partner in this shit,. People don’t want to see you successful, they try to take everything from you, because they can’t be powerful from they own source, they be fake with you, and be real when it becomes to money, and something that I ‘ve been questioning myself for a long time, why do the churches ask for money, if Jesus Christ denies the monetary desire, if we could leave without money they should be the one showing us. But moving on I known your question, why is he writing this kind of stuffs, well is because I’m tired of watching people getting eating by human’s cruelty, so I’m going to ask you before you open your mouth think twice.

Recognize your self

Wish I had some one by my side right now, so when I want to share my darkest part of my life, he or she could be the light, I know I’m not a Nyctophobic, but lately I have been feeling this sense of being left alone in this cold weather…. who said that the blue color represents the cold, because every time I open my eyes, all I see are black curtains, and the world hanging me upside down, trying to confuse me, so I won’t know my true face, all they ever wanted is for me to be ignorant, so they could take my soul, even if they took it wouldn’t matter, because I would of blend in, and being a blind like they are, and don’t see the dark world we’re in. PERHAPS I never lost my hope, I knew that there would be something that I had to do, before I could release myself from this cruel earth, where the humanity is as cruel as the devil, just make a mistake you will see like you are supposed to be perfect. God created us to make our own path to the good, not to fulfill somebody else’s destiny. But it’s up to you whether you manifest against the malware of this place, and you will never release yourself until you be humble and recognize your self.

Recovery